Very Personal Story

19/06/16 Dear diary, I'm going to start this way. Things I'm going to post today were very difficult and sad for me for many years. I only understood things better when I face them all 3 years ago. I denied them and push them all to the back of my head for many and many …

All is good!

17/06/16 Dear Diary, Last night went to bed at 4.30 in the morning... What in the name of God I was doing... I don't know..  🙂 I was reading, writing and thinking... Sometimes I have like that. This morning some lady ask me how I get on and how I'm feeling after surgery, Good question?  I …

Good thoughts

16/06/16 Dear Diary, I really don't know where to start. Loads of things has happened since the last time. Last Sunday I had planed to sit down write finally story of my life. Didn't happened.. Well, I wake up in very bad humor.. Must be build up of tiredness from last few days. I spend …

New day… new chance

11/06/2016 Dear Dairy, Last night was very late night. I listened to the rain, giggling to myself. And eventually fell asleep. Tent was very cossie. May didn't sleep hard and strong... as usually. I heard him twisting and turning. I thought " he is thinking, thinking about long day... is he worry... I thought again...I …

End is often new begining

10/06/16 Dear Diary, I  was relaxing and sleeping  after my surgery, and I had to sort out my thoughts after Doctor told me that I have given them very hard time... I stop breathing ..for minute..   Remember.. what I told you.. remember..  I felt that there was some drama according to my  sugary. I had …

Challenge and Positivity

08/06/16 Dear Diary, I wake up at 6.30am. Sun was shining..  I thought.. this is going to be great day..My surgery will be very successful.. I was expecting some pain but so far that didn't happened. But more so I was worried about Jay. She started exams today, first big one in her life. I …

Relaxing time…

07/06/16 Dear Diary, Actually, I don't know where to start today.. My day was long.. Very busy.. but now I'm in bed.. In the hospital bed. It's very comfortable so I'm glad because I will have to spend few days here. I promise to put some good post soon and tell you more about my …